Unconfident

If three wishes they gave me

to have, to get, or wish to be

I'd change my look and personality

stuff you never thought you'd see in me

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I want to have straight blond hair

and colored eyes with a daring stare

I want to have a mouth so rare

and rosy pink cute cheeks a pair

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Like a model I want to be tall

with the same look, same poses and all

have a great look, with a butt so small

and under my eye a little black mole

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I want to switch from weak to strong

I wanna speak words from a perfect tongue

make sure what comes out of it is never wrong

I got sick of being shy for so long

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I wanna have a glow as I enter a room

and to be so missed as I leave so soon

just how the night misses the moon

and how loneliness misses its gloom
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I look at the mirror, I'm not satisfied

I don't want to be seen, I'd rather hide behind

say something, there are no words I can find

shoot me, wish i was never born, I died
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They say satisfaction's the key for happiness

but I want more, and I don't care for less

they could say all wise crap, and they're true I guess

human heart can buy them, but human mind is a mess...

Shereen Amarin